happy late birthday to two dope people and some random stuffz.

what it do?
dangg it's been along time since i posted a blog...

so um this week was jessyka's birthday hope she had a great one!=]

jason's birthday too! hope he had a great one too!=]

my tummy has been hurting the whole week=[

summer is almost here thank goodness! i hate high school!
the only good part is too see and talk to those good friends of mines other then that it's lame!

today was pretty chill...everyone finished testing early so my teacher took all of us to taco bell! it was good but i felt so fat!

i'm craving ice cream and cookies!

the creator of midol is genius!

i love the song you belong with me by taylor swift a lot! it's soo gooddd!
if you haven't listened to it you musttt!=]

i'm going to ask my mom to let me take guitar lessons again.
my good friend james since sixth grade is going to teach me before he moves i can't believe you're leaving, i'm going to miss him!

next month SATs whoo that's going to be fun! not...

next month hope it will be fun, hope summer is going to be fun.

okie well i need to go take my medicine.
late.

sundaymorning.

well ello there.
how is everyone following this blog doing?
i'm a tad upset...
i really have no idea what to blog about...uhh...
i like tofu a lot!
i like food.
i like tv.
sorry i just wasted a more then a minute of your time...
peacelove&twinkies.

fridays...

how i love these friday nights...

friday means new movies come out!
means no school tomorrow.
you can pull all nighters and not worry about tomorrow.

today was a fun friday...

i saw fighting starring channing tatum!
review: story line was really well plotted. channing did a really good job with his role as shaun mcArthur.i do recomend this movie!=]
also saw the hannah montana movie!!!
review:it left me speechless! best movie of the year neck in neck with 17 again that's fershure!! a must see if you are a fan or just someone who enjoys a great movie!!=]


well that's it...
let's conversate? anyone?=]

<3__ali.

long time return...

it's been a long time since i have posted a new blog...

so what's been going on...

school is ending soon.
classes are getting on my nerves.
friendships are getting difficult.
recording some stuff.
getting fatter.
still writing lyrics.
still singing everyday.

looking forward too...
summer most deff. can't wait to see you bffl!
recording this summer with jessyka.
lol clothing's new shirt release.
vans warped tour.

not looking forward too...
SATs.
work.


ehh this more of and update...

i'm tired of feeling sorry for myself i'm done with wondering and being confuse. i know what i'm going to do and will stick by it.


p.s,hope your eye is better jessyka.


jaddis even though you are out of lol clothing doesn't mean you are totally we still think of you as part of the team thanx for everything!

okie i think that's all for now

<3__ali.

give me your opinion?

let's meet in outer space.

this town seems to be nothing new...
let's just escape this place
will you meet me in outer space?
i need to get out of this area...
starting to feel castrophobic...
i don't want to be hear...
just want to get away...
where the only voice i hear is yours...
we can see the constellations close by...
nothing but stars in the sky...


this town seems to be nothing new...
let's just escape this place
will you meet me in outer space?
that's where i want to drift too...
just away from all misery...
i want to see you...
i can understand everything you tell me
you come with a smile.
brightens up my day...

i can't take you off my mind...
just want to travel with you far away...
i'm probably just a glance not a notice to you...
can you see me standing there?
am i invisible?
are you lost as i am?
if so maybe we can help each other find out what's wrong?
our relationship can build so strong...


yeah what do you think reader?
thanx for reading<33

such great heights....

sometimes he makes me feel like i'm on top of the world then he makes me feel like i'm at the bottom of the blackest hole...

i want to be happy, i am but not as much as before...

i want to tell him how i truly feel but what if he goes back with her...
what am i going to do then?
i'm soo confuse and always wondering... i wish i knew the answer to some things...

i'm true i'm not lying...i really do like you do you truly feel the same way? or it's just a lie?

why won't you tell me what's really on your mind?
i told you i would wait do you think i'm just kidding? i hope not...

i know i'm not the prettiest or smartest girl in the world but i wouldn't hurt you...

you're probably never going to read this...

anyways...
i'm done with this blogging sorry for not bloggin for the longest freaking time...
hope you had a great day reader...

<3__Ali. p.s. i got a new Aim spilledfromali

remixed it a little...

I can’t help but wait…Oh I, can’t help but wait…Check it outI see you, you're with her - she ain’t right but you don’t tripYou stand by, while she lies - then turn right 'round and forgiveI can’t take to see your face, with those tears run down your cheeksBut what can I do - I gotta stay true'cause deep down I’m still holding onAnd I don’t wanna come between you and your girlEven though I know I treat you better than she canboy I can’t help but waitTil’ you get that with her, it don’t changeCan’t help but waitTil’ you see that wit me it ain’t the sameCan’t help but waitTil’ you, see you, for what you really areBaby boy you are a starAnd I can’t help but waitListen, it ain’t fresh to just let her call the shotsYou’re a prince, you should be, getting all that someone’s gotYou should be rocking the latest in jeans, shirts, and watches, your worthMuch more than an occasional "I love you"I’m thinking of youGet it together - you can do betterSeeing’s believingAnd I see what you need soI’m gone play my positionLet you catch what you’ve been missingI’m calling out, boy 'cause I can’t help but waitOh - can’t help but wait, babeNo-no-no-no-no-noI can’t help but waitOh-oh-oh, can’t help but waitNo, no, no

sickness is taking over my body...

i feel weak to the core...

my throat hurts so muchh it got soo worst i woke up in the morning all whack...
i can't speak right...
i sound like a dude!

it hurts to swallow...

my chest hurts when i cough.

i'm just hurting a lot!:[

i'm still at my cousin's house. it's really cold cause it was raining quite hard...
i love the rain though.

i'm going to be live on stickam if anyone cares to join me...

arlena made alfredo pasta!! was gooddd!

we going to bake cookies later on yayy!
i loveee galletas!!

i need to do my homework before nigh time reaches and i'll be too tired...

my apologies for noth blogging for a while...

well i just wasted minutes of your life i'm sorryy...

byee...

<3_Ali.[semi genius!]

rainy monday afternoons..

seem to be continuing more and more lately...seems like it's not going to stop just looking outside cause you can't go out...
i love the rain though...i love staying indoors listening to the sounds of loud heavy rain drops... do i really hear every single drop? i'm not shure but it's quite lovely and entertaining to me...

my mom stayed home today too so i got hang out with her for the day it was nothing special what we did but it was nice to spend time together.

i can't wait until tomorow it's going to be great.

i need to go to the doctors...

had to cancel plans today it's okie next weekend?

how was everyone's day?

let's talk...
aim,cell.


<3__ali.

today__

was so greatt...

it was pretty chill since it was the last day of the first semester so I didn't do anything in class...

so me and this one special guy =]
were hanging out during third and fourth period he came to my class we just talked and talked it was great getting to know eachother more and more=]

i realize i like him a lot and hope it works out=]

my friend said he likes me too so we'll see=]

he makes me feel so diffretn in a good way=]

i'm so happy and myself when i'm around him...
he makes me feel special and i feel special to have a great guy like him feel the same way=]

today was just a great day and monday no school how sweet is that so me and him and probably debbie and sam are going to the mall=]
i can't wait it's going to be fun=]

ahh i'm happy=]

all this happiness is making my sickness slowy disappear=]
well i'm hoping=]

okay well that was my day bye...

ohh wait i got my new classes as well!=]
i droped ap american literatue for second so i can take math analysis with ms. manaka for second!=]
i moved fourth period ap us history to first period=]
i have service for third and woodshop for fourth just to be with him=]
he told me too get woodshop so i was like alright=]
ee this is going to be a great semester!!
i'm soo stoked!!


___Ali.

deep enough for you to understand?

thinking about what to write no wait type...
or maybe what to say too...

sometimes you think everything is alright and okay well it's not always so glamorous...
so much sorrow and sadness...
you try so hard to forget but you can't is that why I only forgive and not forget?
hmm you tell me?
i would love to know...

do the people around you see you for you or do they just put up a act like this is a play or movie they are trying to perfect?
if only everything was so easy to figure out but nothing is easy...
to get something or to somewhere you want takes time...

it's hard to wait but it's going to be worth the wait when you get it...

sometimes things aren't what it seems people say something you assume the other...
then it turns into this bickering session that shouldn't occur in the first place.

i don't know maybe it's just not time to worry hey i'm still young and naive.
i still have so much to learn.

just going to take one step at a time and see where this path leads me...
too nowhere bad i hope no i know i promise you that...

well that was a mouth full no wait type full? okay that didn't make sense my apologies...

that's it for now...
hope every one had a great day,

i'm still sick.
it's raining very hard outside.
i'm freezing but wearing a t-shirt not that smart huh?
oh well don't judge me cause i woudln't judge you...
judgemental people be gone.

alright well i'm on...
myspace,aim,phone whatever floats your boat...

bye__Ali.

<33

the town that you live in...

is it making you happy?

cause this town is getting old and i want to get out...

i didn't go to school today.
i missed the bus for the first part but i'm sick anyways so it's alright but i didn't get to do my final which is suppose to be occuring right now...
i probably would of failed anyway...
i didn't get to present my speech that i worked really hard on i pretty much dd all my homework eccpect my essay...

i feel like just drifting away and don't keep in touch with anything...
i feel so trapped...
my m0m says i'm getting lazy with my studies...does she know what i go through or what i'm dealing with?
hah! no she has no effing idea.

does anyone understand me?
maybe you do? tell me...how well you really know me...


And tonight I walk through an empty street,With my shadow stretching in front of me,When my lonely thoughts meet my lonely feet,And the cold reminds me that I've chosen this life...

this life isn't a waste but lately it really seems like it...
i can't wait to get new classes and just start new i'm going to improve to make you proud and me proud of myself...

alright well i guess that's it for now...
call//
text//
myspace me//
whatever floats your boat...

take care//
mucho love//

Ali.//

first blog of FEB.'09!

today sucked at school...
i have allergies and am sick!
it sucks soo badd!

i'm having an allergic reaction right now it's bothering me soo much!

after school was soo funn hanging out with matt.
skating was funn!

i need to do homework now...text me or myspace me?

love you mucho!
adios!

when it rains...

well it's not raining but it seems like a good title...so i guess it should be when it shines...

well yeahh i wrote a new song today.

happy part of the day.

i listened to when it rains by paramore the whole day until my ipod was at it's last breath.

i need a new ipod the top popped up again and it's not cute.

i need to do my essay for ap american literature i'm passing i believe so i'm happy about that.

i'm not to happy about chemistry.

it's screwing up my life.

i'm really hungry right now i want some PANDA! let's go?

my tummy is growling at the moment. blahh.

yay so jaddis just texted me if i could go to disneyland with irving for his birthday and bring someone hmm i have someone in mind but then idk if that person will go hopefully.

well i better go eat before i explode.

my minds is in complete thought about so many things.

i can't stand being alone.

well i'm probably going to be alone for awhile.
i'm never satisfied or happy so it's going to take a lot to make me satisfied and happy.

it doesn't take much to entertain me so i've been told.

ohh well i suppose that's it for now...

take care.

i love you reader!
thanx for wasting your time to read this blog thing.

alinabanana.

since...

jessyka says i should update more i will...=]

kay so lately i been struggling in school.
i promised my bffl that boys are the last thing going to be in my mind and just focus on the most important thing/priority right now which is school.
i'm trying really hard.

LOLcc got their first batch if buttons today! they look epic!=]]
so who ever already bought a shirt and are reading this come see me at school and get a free button! whoo hoo!

today was a alright day...
how was your day?

grades are du next week i'm screwed.
ehh this year is not turning out the way i planned but it's going to get better everyone should know that...in life there's obstacles and hard times...speedbumps everywhere but if you take one step at a time it's going to work out...

no need for hesitation or discomfort.

take what you have and make it greater then it already is.

well until next time.

__alinabanana,

endless nights__

can't sleep tonight
let's talk on the phone till we see the morning light
do you see me the way i see you
we talk pretty much everyday at school
i act like i don't have any feelings for you
but do you know inside there's so much
you are perfect
inside and out
i just can't tell how you feel about me
give me something to lean on
give me something to believe in
take me to places i never been
but as long as i'm with you it doesn't matter where we are
i'll be happy to know your there

still needs to be finish...what do you tihnk so far?

something new__

i've been working on__

tell me what you think__
thanx__

__TAKE THIS "MOVE ON"__

NIGHT TIME SEEMS TO BE COMING QUICKER THEN USUAL
WHEN YOU YELL MAKES EVERYTHING AWFUL
I TRIED TO BE SOMEONE YOU WANTED
BUT IF I DO THAT WOULD YOU LIKE ME FOR ME
WHAT AM I TIHNKING I'D BE BLIND NOT TO SEE
YOU WERE SOMEONE I THOUGHT I CAN COUNT ON
I WAS WRONG I WAS SOMEONE YOU BLAMED EVERYTHING UPON
YOU PROBABLY NEVER CARED
NEVER HAD A FEELING

THE SUN IS RISING
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE DIEING
I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND
TO HOLD MY HAND
TO BE THERE WHEN ALL IS LOST
SOMEONE TO TRUST SOMEONE TO LOVE
I THOUGHT WE COULD'VE BE
NOW I'M OVER IT
NO MORE WAITING
NOT ANOTHER DAY WASTED ON YOU
NOT A DREAM WITH YOU IN EVER AGAIN.

I'M GOING TO MOVE ON MOVE ON
MAYBE NEXT TIME
THE FUTURE WILL TELL US
FOR NOW JUST MOVE ON
TAKE WHAT I LEARNED
CAUSE REGRETS ARE MISTAKES
YOU DON'T LEARN FROM.



well that's it i guess__
__alina.

just__

woke up like 40 minutes ago...
can't sleep woke up sick=[[

what a burn.

arghh.

text meh.
PL&T!

__alina.

back to life__

back to reality__


so today school is back in session!

pretty chill relaxed day so i liked it.

glad to see everyone.:D

made my day.

tummy hurted a lot ewww.

funny thing everyone thinks my shirt the hands are grabbing my boobs hahaha.

i just love bring me the horizon sheesh! lols...

jeyla matching tee buddy<33

my finger is hecka ugly you have no idea ewww.

after school went to mail some stuff.

then went to my mother's work to help her cause she was there alone.

got a new book to read in ap american literature so i'm stoked about that:D
it's about the vietnam war so hell yeah i'm stoked!:D
cause if it didn't occur i wouldn't be writing well typing this blog for ya'll.

anyhoo...

uhh i'm going to do better=]

catching up hopefully soon hehe.

didn't talk about lol barely at all today so jaddis be proud=]]
thanxx for encouraging me!!

alrighty well that's all for now on__
daily spills from ali.

peace love and twinkies SON!!

take care.
__Alina Nguyen!

BS!

today sucked EGGS!!

fuck it!

enough said...

never felt this way in my whole life__

can't take you off my mind.



i'm looking outside up at the sky every star represents my feelings not one single one of them a lie for you i will try oh i will try__

can't get you off my mind__

it's early__

listening to mad by ne-yo i can't get enough of it such a good song!

i just had a cookie!!:D

my phone is dead i'm sad im going to cry now=[

i'm going to leave in a couple hours.

i need a new layout for my myspace.

things to buy__

webcam and microphone.
new deck.[girl deck, girl wheels, purple venture trucks, black panther bearings, enjoi hardware, mob griptape.] going to be a sweet set-up i'm so stoked!!
new guitar.
microphone for singing.
band in a box.
jeans.
more v-necks.
band tees[i'm going to try to collect all my favorite bands! so you know what to get me for my birthday and christmas hehe.]
hoodie.
more shoes[maybe not yet cause i haven't even wore my new shoes yet.]
food.
headbands.
battery for my laptop.
scarf.
notebook paper.
special pencils for designing.

sorryy for the long list this blog was probably pointless lols...
sort of a check listof things.

sorryyy if i bored you to the core of the Earth im terribly sorryyy!

kathee just farted ahaha.

well i'll update later on other random things that you're probably going to be tired of reading.

that's it for now__
from daily spills from ali.

peace love and twinkies!!!!:DD

take care text me anyone?=]]

late__ali.

it's late__

spending the night at my cousin's house!
it's been fun=]
played xbox 360 [cod4!]
awesome game!!=]]

it's 12:44!

ehh i'm getting sleepy right now, but not going to bed yet.

tomorrow is going to be fun!!=]

going to the mall with jeyla and her friend=]


going to get some more band tees!!
`
also get my bffl this thing hope she'll like it it's pretty funnyy!!=]]

lols...

ooh an im one sec.

sorry about that lols...

so yeahh dang now it's two days left whoa!!

can't wait to go back to school!!

it's going to be epic cause of a new year!=]

i love food lols...

[i'll get you some carrots jessyka!]
=]]

i'm not hungry anymore but quite thirsty!
lols...

kay well that's it for now on daily spills from ali.

until later today again peace love and twinkees!!:DD

__ali.

only three more days__

until winter break ends for us verdugo kids.

this winter break wasn't all the best.
better then nothing.
guess it would of been better if i was in NC for the break visiting my bffl, i was suppose to be but it didn't work out=/
made me bummed out.

lately i've been just out of things if i haven't been myself i'm sorryy.

well enough sad stuff!!
this year LOLcc is going to be epic!!
i'm so proud of how it's coming!!

ali & jessy is going to be epic as well!!

i'm stoked about this year.

as in love life ehh what happens happens, i'm not going to wait or try to find it just going to go with the flow if somewhere along the line it happens to happen then yayy but for now it's whatevers.

ehh thanx for reading daily spills from ali.

take care.

__ali.

i hope__

my bestfriend is okie!
i'm so worried about her.

i care about you a lot and so does other people.
don't ever feel forgotten cause no one can forget you!

you're so amazing!
so full of creativity and just a great person in general!
i mean it!
thanx for being there for me and know for a fact i'm always going to be here for you!

i love you!

__ali.

today__

was whatevers really bored at my mom's work place but it was kool spending time with her cause once school starts again probably won't have any chance to sit down and talk to her.
i have work tomorrow ehh not exciting but i make money so that's the good part.
i kind of want to go back to school, i miss my friends and can't wait to see everyone.
i'm going to do better this year fershure. today i realize that i have all the oppourtunity in the world and i'm going to take it and do what i need to get to that place i want in the future. i sort of let go for awhile but now i'm back on track and ready to go!

if someone texted me right now i will be happy:D
so text away hehe.:D

well until next time__
daily spills from ali.

its 10:12__01//05//09.

i'm bored...

lots of thoughts running through my head__


things seem to be going in the right place
but then it's starting to get harder to face
wish i had the answers to everything
but im only human
i want to tell you what i'm keeping inside
if told you would you think it's a lie


ehh lame__

if only...01//05//09

he knew if only he sees...maybe he does...idk if he told me what was really going on i'd be less worried less wondering...