give me your opinion?

let's meet in outer space.

this town seems to be nothing new...
let's just escape this place
will you meet me in outer space?
i need to get out of this area...
starting to feel castrophobic...
i don't want to be hear...
just want to get away...
where the only voice i hear is yours...
we can see the constellations close by...
nothing but stars in the sky...


this town seems to be nothing new...
let's just escape this place
will you meet me in outer space?
that's where i want to drift too...
just away from all misery...
i want to see you...
i can understand everything you tell me
you come with a smile.
brightens up my day...

i can't take you off my mind...
just want to travel with you far away...
i'm probably just a glance not a notice to you...
can you see me standing there?
am i invisible?
are you lost as i am?
if so maybe we can help each other find out what's wrong?
our relationship can build so strong...


yeah what do you think reader?
thanx for reading<33

such great heights....

sometimes he makes me feel like i'm on top of the world then he makes me feel like i'm at the bottom of the blackest hole...

i want to be happy, i am but not as much as before...

i want to tell him how i truly feel but what if he goes back with her...
what am i going to do then?
i'm soo confuse and always wondering... i wish i knew the answer to some things...

i'm true i'm not lying...i really do like you do you truly feel the same way? or it's just a lie?

why won't you tell me what's really on your mind?
i told you i would wait do you think i'm just kidding? i hope not...

i know i'm not the prettiest or smartest girl in the world but i wouldn't hurt you...

you're probably never going to read this...

anyways...
i'm done with this blogging sorry for not bloggin for the longest freaking time...
hope you had a great day reader...

<3__Ali. p.s. i got a new Aim spilledfromali

remixed it a little...

I can’t help but wait…Oh I, can’t help but wait…Check it outI see you, you're with her - she ain’t right but you don’t tripYou stand by, while she lies - then turn right 'round and forgiveI can’t take to see your face, with those tears run down your cheeksBut what can I do - I gotta stay true'cause deep down I’m still holding onAnd I don’t wanna come between you and your girlEven though I know I treat you better than she canboy I can’t help but waitTil’ you get that with her, it don’t changeCan’t help but waitTil’ you see that wit me it ain’t the sameCan’t help but waitTil’ you, see you, for what you really areBaby boy you are a starAnd I can’t help but waitListen, it ain’t fresh to just let her call the shotsYou’re a prince, you should be, getting all that someone’s gotYou should be rocking the latest in jeans, shirts, and watches, your worthMuch more than an occasional "I love you"I’m thinking of youGet it together - you can do betterSeeing’s believingAnd I see what you need soI’m gone play my positionLet you catch what you’ve been missingI’m calling out, boy 'cause I can’t help but waitOh - can’t help but wait, babeNo-no-no-no-no-noI can’t help but waitOh-oh-oh, can’t help but waitNo, no, no

sickness is taking over my body...

i feel weak to the core...

my throat hurts so muchh it got soo worst i woke up in the morning all whack...
i can't speak right...
i sound like a dude!

it hurts to swallow...

my chest hurts when i cough.

i'm just hurting a lot!:[

i'm still at my cousin's house. it's really cold cause it was raining quite hard...
i love the rain though.

i'm going to be live on stickam if anyone cares to join me...

arlena made alfredo pasta!! was gooddd!

we going to bake cookies later on yayy!
i loveee galletas!!

i need to do my homework before nigh time reaches and i'll be too tired...

my apologies for noth blogging for a while...

well i just wasted minutes of your life i'm sorryy...

byee...

<3_Ali.[semi genius!]

rainy monday afternoons..

seem to be continuing more and more lately...seems like it's not going to stop just looking outside cause you can't go out...
i love the rain though...i love staying indoors listening to the sounds of loud heavy rain drops... do i really hear every single drop? i'm not shure but it's quite lovely and entertaining to me...

my mom stayed home today too so i got hang out with her for the day it was nothing special what we did but it was nice to spend time together.

i can't wait until tomorow it's going to be great.

i need to go to the doctors...

had to cancel plans today it's okie next weekend?

how was everyone's day?

let's talk...
aim,cell.


<3__ali.

today__

was so greatt...

it was pretty chill since it was the last day of the first semester so I didn't do anything in class...

so me and this one special guy =]
were hanging out during third and fourth period he came to my class we just talked and talked it was great getting to know eachother more and more=]

i realize i like him a lot and hope it works out=]

my friend said he likes me too so we'll see=]

he makes me feel so diffretn in a good way=]

i'm so happy and myself when i'm around him...
he makes me feel special and i feel special to have a great guy like him feel the same way=]

today was just a great day and monday no school how sweet is that so me and him and probably debbie and sam are going to the mall=]
i can't wait it's going to be fun=]

ahh i'm happy=]

all this happiness is making my sickness slowy disappear=]
well i'm hoping=]

okay well that was my day bye...

ohh wait i got my new classes as well!=]
i droped ap american literatue for second so i can take math analysis with ms. manaka for second!=]
i moved fourth period ap us history to first period=]
i have service for third and woodshop for fourth just to be with him=]
he told me too get woodshop so i was like alright=]
ee this is going to be a great semester!!
i'm soo stoked!!


___Ali.

deep enough for you to understand?

thinking about what to write no wait type...
or maybe what to say too...

sometimes you think everything is alright and okay well it's not always so glamorous...
so much sorrow and sadness...
you try so hard to forget but you can't is that why I only forgive and not forget?
hmm you tell me?
i would love to know...

do the people around you see you for you or do they just put up a act like this is a play or movie they are trying to perfect?
if only everything was so easy to figure out but nothing is easy...
to get something or to somewhere you want takes time...

it's hard to wait but it's going to be worth the wait when you get it...

sometimes things aren't what it seems people say something you assume the other...
then it turns into this bickering session that shouldn't occur in the first place.

i don't know maybe it's just not time to worry hey i'm still young and naive.
i still have so much to learn.

just going to take one step at a time and see where this path leads me...
too nowhere bad i hope no i know i promise you that...

well that was a mouth full no wait type full? okay that didn't make sense my apologies...

that's it for now...
hope every one had a great day,

i'm still sick.
it's raining very hard outside.
i'm freezing but wearing a t-shirt not that smart huh?
oh well don't judge me cause i woudln't judge you...
judgemental people be gone.

alright well i'm on...
myspace,aim,phone whatever floats your boat...

bye__Ali.

<33

the town that you live in...

is it making you happy?

cause this town is getting old and i want to get out...

i didn't go to school today.
i missed the bus for the first part but i'm sick anyways so it's alright but i didn't get to do my final which is suppose to be occuring right now...
i probably would of failed anyway...
i didn't get to present my speech that i worked really hard on i pretty much dd all my homework eccpect my essay...

i feel like just drifting away and don't keep in touch with anything...
i feel so trapped...
my m0m says i'm getting lazy with my studies...does she know what i go through or what i'm dealing with?
hah! no she has no effing idea.

does anyone understand me?
maybe you do? tell me...how well you really know me...


And tonight I walk through an empty street,With my shadow stretching in front of me,When my lonely thoughts meet my lonely feet,And the cold reminds me that I've chosen this life...

this life isn't a waste but lately it really seems like it...
i can't wait to get new classes and just start new i'm going to improve to make you proud and me proud of myself...

alright well i guess that's it for now...
call//
text//
myspace me//
whatever floats your boat...

take care//
mucho love//

Ali.//

first blog of FEB.'09!

today sucked at school...
i have allergies and am sick!
it sucks soo badd!

i'm having an allergic reaction right now it's bothering me soo much!

after school was soo funn hanging out with matt.
skating was funn!

i need to do homework now...text me or myspace me?

love you mucho!
adios!