when it rains...

well it's not raining but it seems like a good title...so i guess it should be when it shines...

well yeahh i wrote a new song today.

happy part of the day.

i listened to when it rains by paramore the whole day until my ipod was at it's last breath.

i need a new ipod the top popped up again and it's not cute.

i need to do my essay for ap american literature i'm passing i believe so i'm happy about that.

i'm not to happy about chemistry.

it's screwing up my life.

i'm really hungry right now i want some PANDA! let's go?

my tummy is growling at the moment. blahh.

yay so jaddis just texted me if i could go to disneyland with irving for his birthday and bring someone hmm i have someone in mind but then idk if that person will go hopefully.

well i better go eat before i explode.

my minds is in complete thought about so many things.

i can't stand being alone.

well i'm probably going to be alone for awhile.
i'm never satisfied or happy so it's going to take a lot to make me satisfied and happy.

it doesn't take much to entertain me so i've been told.

ohh well i suppose that's it for now...

take care.

i love you reader!
thanx for wasting your time to read this blog thing.

alinabanana.

since...

jessyka says i should update more i will...=]

kay so lately i been struggling in school.
i promised my bffl that boys are the last thing going to be in my mind and just focus on the most important thing/priority right now which is school.
i'm trying really hard.

LOLcc got their first batch if buttons today! they look epic!=]]
so who ever already bought a shirt and are reading this come see me at school and get a free button! whoo hoo!

today was a alright day...
how was your day?

grades are du next week i'm screwed.
ehh this year is not turning out the way i planned but it's going to get better everyone should know that...in life there's obstacles and hard times...speedbumps everywhere but if you take one step at a time it's going to work out...

no need for hesitation or discomfort.

take what you have and make it greater then it already is.

well until next time.

__alinabanana,

endless nights__

can't sleep tonight
let's talk on the phone till we see the morning light
do you see me the way i see you
we talk pretty much everyday at school
i act like i don't have any feelings for you
but do you know inside there's so much
you are perfect
inside and out
i just can't tell how you feel about me
give me something to lean on
give me something to believe in
take me to places i never been
but as long as i'm with you it doesn't matter where we are
i'll be happy to know your there

still needs to be finish...what do you tihnk so far?

something new__

i've been working on__

tell me what you think__
thanx__

__TAKE THIS "MOVE ON"__

NIGHT TIME SEEMS TO BE COMING QUICKER THEN USUAL
WHEN YOU YELL MAKES EVERYTHING AWFUL
I TRIED TO BE SOMEONE YOU WANTED
BUT IF I DO THAT WOULD YOU LIKE ME FOR ME
WHAT AM I TIHNKING I'D BE BLIND NOT TO SEE
YOU WERE SOMEONE I THOUGHT I CAN COUNT ON
I WAS WRONG I WAS SOMEONE YOU BLAMED EVERYTHING UPON
YOU PROBABLY NEVER CARED
NEVER HAD A FEELING

THE SUN IS RISING
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE DIEING
I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND
TO HOLD MY HAND
TO BE THERE WHEN ALL IS LOST
SOMEONE TO TRUST SOMEONE TO LOVE
I THOUGHT WE COULD'VE BE
NOW I'M OVER IT
NO MORE WAITING
NOT ANOTHER DAY WASTED ON YOU
NOT A DREAM WITH YOU IN EVER AGAIN.

I'M GOING TO MOVE ON MOVE ON
MAYBE NEXT TIME
THE FUTURE WILL TELL US
FOR NOW JUST MOVE ON
TAKE WHAT I LEARNED
CAUSE REGRETS ARE MISTAKES
YOU DON'T LEARN FROM.



well that's it i guess__
__alina.

just__

woke up like 40 minutes ago...
can't sleep woke up sick=[[

what a burn.

arghh.

text meh.
PL&T!

__alina.

back to life__

back to reality__


so today school is back in session!

pretty chill relaxed day so i liked it.

glad to see everyone.:D

made my day.

tummy hurted a lot ewww.

funny thing everyone thinks my shirt the hands are grabbing my boobs hahaha.

i just love bring me the horizon sheesh! lols...

jeyla matching tee buddy<33

my finger is hecka ugly you have no idea ewww.

after school went to mail some stuff.

then went to my mother's work to help her cause she was there alone.

got a new book to read in ap american literature so i'm stoked about that:D
it's about the vietnam war so hell yeah i'm stoked!:D
cause if it didn't occur i wouldn't be writing well typing this blog for ya'll.

anyhoo...

uhh i'm going to do better=]

catching up hopefully soon hehe.

didn't talk about lol barely at all today so jaddis be proud=]]
thanxx for encouraging me!!

alrighty well that's all for now on__
daily spills from ali.

peace love and twinkies SON!!

take care.
__Alina Nguyen!

BS!

today sucked EGGS!!

fuck it!

enough said...

never felt this way in my whole life__

can't take you off my mind.



i'm looking outside up at the sky every star represents my feelings not one single one of them a lie for you i will try oh i will try__

can't get you off my mind__

it's early__

listening to mad by ne-yo i can't get enough of it such a good song!

i just had a cookie!!:D

my phone is dead i'm sad im going to cry now=[

i'm going to leave in a couple hours.

i need a new layout for my myspace.

things to buy__

webcam and microphone.
new deck.[girl deck, girl wheels, purple venture trucks, black panther bearings, enjoi hardware, mob griptape.] going to be a sweet set-up i'm so stoked!!
new guitar.
microphone for singing.
band in a box.
jeans.
more v-necks.
band tees[i'm going to try to collect all my favorite bands! so you know what to get me for my birthday and christmas hehe.]
hoodie.
more shoes[maybe not yet cause i haven't even wore my new shoes yet.]
food.
headbands.
battery for my laptop.
scarf.
notebook paper.
special pencils for designing.

sorryy for the long list this blog was probably pointless lols...
sort of a check listof things.

sorryyy if i bored you to the core of the Earth im terribly sorryyy!

kathee just farted ahaha.

well i'll update later on other random things that you're probably going to be tired of reading.

that's it for now__
from daily spills from ali.

peace love and twinkies!!!!:DD

take care text me anyone?=]]

late__ali.

it's late__

spending the night at my cousin's house!
it's been fun=]
played xbox 360 [cod4!]
awesome game!!=]]

it's 12:44!

ehh i'm getting sleepy right now, but not going to bed yet.

tomorrow is going to be fun!!=]

going to the mall with jeyla and her friend=]


going to get some more band tees!!
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also get my bffl this thing hope she'll like it it's pretty funnyy!!=]]

lols...

ooh an im one sec.

sorry about that lols...

so yeahh dang now it's two days left whoa!!

can't wait to go back to school!!

it's going to be epic cause of a new year!=]

i love food lols...

[i'll get you some carrots jessyka!]
=]]

i'm not hungry anymore but quite thirsty!
lols...

kay well that's it for now on daily spills from ali.

until later today again peace love and twinkees!!:DD

__ali.

only three more days__

until winter break ends for us verdugo kids.

this winter break wasn't all the best.
better then nothing.
guess it would of been better if i was in NC for the break visiting my bffl, i was suppose to be but it didn't work out=/
made me bummed out.

lately i've been just out of things if i haven't been myself i'm sorryy.

well enough sad stuff!!
this year LOLcc is going to be epic!!
i'm so proud of how it's coming!!

ali & jessy is going to be epic as well!!

i'm stoked about this year.

as in love life ehh what happens happens, i'm not going to wait or try to find it just going to go with the flow if somewhere along the line it happens to happen then yayy but for now it's whatevers.

ehh thanx for reading daily spills from ali.

take care.

__ali.

i hope__

my bestfriend is okie!
i'm so worried about her.

i care about you a lot and so does other people.
don't ever feel forgotten cause no one can forget you!

you're so amazing!
so full of creativity and just a great person in general!
i mean it!
thanx for being there for me and know for a fact i'm always going to be here for you!

i love you!

__ali.

today__

was whatevers really bored at my mom's work place but it was kool spending time with her cause once school starts again probably won't have any chance to sit down and talk to her.
i have work tomorrow ehh not exciting but i make money so that's the good part.
i kind of want to go back to school, i miss my friends and can't wait to see everyone.
i'm going to do better this year fershure. today i realize that i have all the oppourtunity in the world and i'm going to take it and do what i need to get to that place i want in the future. i sort of let go for awhile but now i'm back on track and ready to go!

if someone texted me right now i will be happy:D
so text away hehe.:D

well until next time__
daily spills from ali.

its 10:12__01//05//09.

i'm bored...

lots of thoughts running through my head__


things seem to be going in the right place
but then it's starting to get harder to face
wish i had the answers to everything
but im only human
i want to tell you what i'm keeping inside
if told you would you think it's a lie


ehh lame__

if only...01//05//09

he knew if only he sees...maybe he does...idk if he told me what was really going on i'd be less worried less wondering...